ange is so cute she’s sick and yelling at her ipad playing fantasy football
Shit was getting real
Real friendship is when your friend comes over to your house and then you both just take a nap.
Do you ever try to ninja fart and instead you just end up shitting your pants? The world works in mysterious ways………..
Soooo I have a lot of stuff going on in my life right now and I feel the need for expression of what is going on.
So about a week ago, I had a huge amount of pain in my left side and I ended up having to go to the hospital and running a ton of tests. Basically, they found a benign tumor and cist pushing up against my left ovary and it had to be removed, I then scheduled surgery and had it taken out. However during the surgery there were complications and my ovary was taken out as well.
I literally feel empty. I am so terrified that I wont be able to have children, and I know that isn’t true, and its totally normal to be able to have children with only one ovary. That said, I am so so depressed and I feel like I’m inadequate now. Like, I am not as much of a woman anymore. Like, my future husband wont want me because I only have one ovary. I dunno. Im just not feeling good at all about anything concerning that aspect of my life.
So on top of that I also feel like i suck at my job. sooooooooo im pretty much feeling shitty and useless all around.
Honestly, i feel so out of sorts. I feel like I’ve made so much progress in the last few months, getting my life together. But in the last few days, I feel myself regressing. I am feeling so lonely I can’t even describe it. I dont want to go back to how i was before but at least I didnt feel alone ALL the time. I had some pretty good moments when i felt wanted and needed, and then of course I would go home and feel alone again but at least I had that fleeting moment.
Long Story Short, I’m lonely as fuck.
A tidal wave of ancient fury hits theaters on February 21.